EEEK Methodist girls thrashed St. Nicholas. In The Arena.

Freakyyyyyy good debaters. Buttttttt OUR SCHOOL GOT THE HARDER TOPIC THINGO!! UNFAIRNESS.

Oh yeah the last speaker shared my name :3 Deborah Ho! Just that she didn’t have an e at the back of her surname, like I do. Darn cool man.

And the Rebecca Goh from Methodist shares my sister’s first name! Oleh! :D

I still have the Physics assignment to do. And comprehension for Chinese. And Art. And maths.

I still wonder why I’m sitting here, typing crap so I can “rebel” against my father. :/

HAAH he still doesn’t know I blog secretly. BLEARGH.

SNORT I dunno what’s my problem. Anyways, in my class everyone seems to know everyone else! :/ and I don’t, obviously. Because err I only have one other classmate from one hope. Who is Amelia. And without Joey I’d be like this stupid loner/outcast in class man. Yay I lubbs joeyy!

Practically everyone’s from One Loyalty and One Justice, and there are a handful from Grace too. Eh then only 2 from one hope, or something like that. :/ So mean to meeeeeeeeee. I feel so extra! Everyone recognises everyone from their old classes and me leh!? Me, I just float around like some fat, retarded balloon of fats (lol jing I know you’re happy), with no say. LOL.

Eeeeeeek why did they put me in 2 JUSTICE!? So MA FAN LAH! I’m so damn sure they mixed up my classes wrongly or something lah. They want me to struggle in a class full of smart smart people when I’m actually of a normal class standard lah. I bet they wanna laugh at me when I start failing every test and get the lowest marks in class.

But my classmates are real nice so I don’t really mind. :D But I’m gonna lose out to everyone in my class... Man, I feel dumb.

BOOOOooooo. I miss one hope. T_T

I feel sad because of my extra-ness. Sob...

I miss josie and rachelle and zhiweiwei and brenda and michneo, I miss my term 4 sitting partner SARAH LONG (lol), I miss cutecute grace and her clique, I miss my old clique, Drii, Yong Xin, Hiu hiu, hazel, glog, yanyee, sock.. I miss JOANIE my dear divorcee.. lol.... I miss jiahui and Olivia and youshuang and the rest of their clique :/ omg! And I miss lovin term 3 desk partner and ching ying and artistic!Ruofan and etc... I MISS MY WHOLE CLASS LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boo. Hopefully I’ll fit in sooner or later in my class.. Still feel kinda extra all the time :/ no one hopians to pei wo...

I very sad. Booboo sob sob.

Okay enough of self-pity-ness. MUST BE SELF-CENTERED LOL. (: