Expectation

Always saying I expect too much
But honestly, I don't think I'm expecting too much right now;

What I'm expecting now is the bare minimum,
Which I'm really disappointed you don't even try to make the effort to meet.
This is an ongoing process of hard work and perseverance and effort; just because things seem stable doesn't mean you should lay back and not make the effort anymore. I'm being taken for granted, but I don't know how to step out of that. The issue just continues to escalate every single time; nothing changes. And I don't see any effort to change or any recognition of fault...

How am I to be less sensitive when things keep repeatedly happening that make me even more beaten up and crumbled and paranoid? I don't know what your mind comprehends, but it doesn't seem to filter through that my feelings and my views matter too.