Drug

It is always the day after that feels the worst. Or the hours after separation. I think it's because i feel like I am truly me and I am worth something and I have a purpose, the most, when I'm with you. The feeling of being treasured, and loved... And your presence and that warm scent. :( So much time has passed and this is still how I feel. I can't help but feel so strongly that this time I've struck gold. You're the one I'm never going to let go.

And with you I feel like I'm on a drug. Not the insane crazy high kind. But the peaceful content satisfied happy kind. (unless we quarrel but that washes over quite quickly.) You are my drug. And then when you're taken away, I suffer bad withdrawal symptoms at the start, like now, when I get that aching feeling of missing too much. But it settles down later on after some time of getting used to your absence.

I am very thankful for the past weekend; I reallu treasured every minute spent. And I truly enjoyed every moment, even though we spent the whole day doing nothing, I was completely satisfied, just being able to be with you.

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