SIGH

Sometimes it sucks having a blog. Or rather, worrying about what people would think of me whenever I type something here. I shouldn't care, should I?

I feel really... strange. It's been nagging at me the past few days now,

And I really really hope it goes away. Because I don't think it's right, definitely not now.

I need to divert my attention to what's in my life now, not this...
But why do I keep wondering and thinking and feeling and pondering

Someone please rip these thoughts from my mind.
I am crazy.


Argh what the hell should I do now
I don't even understand myself anymore

(Somebody rip my heart out

and leave me here to bleed)