All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Ooh baby tell me why'd you have to go

'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away

And today I'm officially missing you

(Can't nobody do it like you

said everything little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I'm officially-)

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I feel contemplative today.

I realised my opinions of people will never last forever, because those people will eventually change, proving themselves to be better or worse, as time goes by.

I'm glad it was better. :) and somehow I feel a seed of trust and compassion taking root. I'm glad I feel like this.

Maybe because distance and time helped to mask and bury everything too.

Anyway I decided to shift my importance on certain things to others, because

sometimes you give so much and wish more in return

but rarely does it happen.

So I'm going to give less, and dash any extreme expectations this year.

(let's just say, I've learnt my lesson today, disappointment comes so regularly it's a normal part of my emotions everyday)

:)

I should try to make my posts sound more understandable and less abstract, but there are some things I really cannot say to the public. That's why everything sounds so detached and strange hahaaaaa

I AM GONNA BE DETERMINED. COMEON BABY YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I AM GONNA STUDY... gosh I haven't started

Life has been so freaking busy and cluttered and crammed and I don't know why. I have so many things to do everyday (New Year's was the free-est days of the entire holiday, I slept like crazy, no idea what I've been doing, hahahaha)

It definitely has been a very unproductive holiday, albeit with a lot of strange, exotic experiences and getting exposed to the truth of Middle Eastern countries and cultures, and learning that some things in life will have to be experienced and I can never avoid them. That having experienced is better than being sheltered for the rest of my life. Not inclined to elaborate right now, maybe another day when I'm feeling more bored, and even more introspective

(right now my brain feels like it's stuffed with cottoncandy and air)

I am watching the news now, just because it is conveniently switched on in my face, otherwise I would never bother (the last time I actively read a newspaper...?I don't think there was even a last time)

Omg there are New year rice cake deaths in Japan, Tokyo. O_O

People die after eating mochi from suffocation, goodness, what a hazardous delicacy x_x Apparently you have to chew really well to eat it...

I am never gonna dare to eat mochi again x_x