How do I put this?


This is the first time that I've felt like every move I make
is being dissected.
And incorrect analogies (crafted only to their liking)
are the most satisfying.

When maybe sometimes they could think a little deeper,
and uncover the truth.

Smiles and apparent
Chatter (they don't bother to wonder about what the reasons
behind 'chatting' was)
do not equal to
joking and fun

True,
this all comes
in a package (I never wanted)

I'll shed this impression,
(change myself entirely when it's the time)
and try to prove myself
(again.)