They walked in front, I walked behind.
We saw a green badge.
They waved, smiling, and she waved back, grinning widely.
She continued to walk, and when her eyes met mine, I smiled too.
Suddenly,
her initially smiling expression melted into nothing, and the smile slipped off her face.
And then she walked right past, not acknowledging me one bit, while the stupid smile remained plastered on my face, in shock.
At first I was shocked. What have I done to her to make her ignore me so blatantly?
She was someone I had always casually waved at whenever we bumped into each other, and she would always wave back.
Suddenly, that day, she simply ignored me.
I knew what was the cause, why all this had happened. I never expected myself to be hated for something I never wanted, or to be despised for doing things I never did. I never thought I'd be a part of this, this whole disgusting mess that just seems to grow and grow and grow.
I was furious at first; I knew why people were treating me differently, shooting me weird stares. Their attitude towards me had completely changed. But then I knew, if we wanted to overcome this, I'll have to bear with all of it too. It'll be agonizing to face this all alone, so I'm with you in this too. We're in this together.
Ranting is a great way to relieve stress. It is VERY FUN to talk on the phone till 1am in the night. (:
And I'm sure everything will turn out all right in the end. So don't worry... We'll be fine.
When Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'No's on their vancancy signs
If there's noone beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
We saw a green badge.
They waved, smiling, and she waved back, grinning widely.
She continued to walk, and when her eyes met mine, I smiled too.
Suddenly,
her initially smiling expression melted into nothing, and the smile slipped off her face.
And then she walked right past, not acknowledging me one bit, while the stupid smile remained plastered on my face, in shock.
At first I was shocked. What have I done to her to make her ignore me so blatantly?
She was someone I had always casually waved at whenever we bumped into each other, and she would always wave back.
Suddenly, that day, she simply ignored me.
I knew what was the cause, why all this had happened. I never expected myself to be hated for something I never wanted, or to be despised for doing things I never did. I never thought I'd be a part of this, this whole disgusting mess that just seems to grow and grow and grow.
I was furious at first; I knew why people were treating me differently, shooting me weird stares. Their attitude towards me had completely changed. But then I knew, if we wanted to overcome this, I'll have to bear with all of it too. It'll be agonizing to face this all alone, so I'm with you in this too. We're in this together.
Ranting is a great way to relieve stress. It is VERY FUN to talk on the phone till 1am in the night. (:
And I'm sure everything will turn out all right in the end. So don't worry... We'll be fine.
When Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the 'No's on their vancancy signs
If there's noone beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
(i DO NOT talk to random strangers i meet on the internet. I only rant to people who are close to me, so I'd never be so desperate and low to resort to talking to people I don't know.)
Just maybe, a piece of sticky dough could fix the two crumbling halves back together again.
But nothing will ever be the same.

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