School is tiring, what with mugging for Chem (which i had to self-study entirely) till 12 and waking up at 4 to study again, and screwing up my body clock.

Which had actually been screwed a long time ago. >_>

And probably screwing up my Chem test too, but that's not important now.

Happy things to look forward to:

-CAP REUNION TOMORROW! HOHOHOHOHOHO

Disgusting stuff to look forward to:

-BIO + CHINESE ORAL O'S NEXT WEEK.

-OPEN HOUSE

My eyes can't keep open =/
I am exhausted.

In every way.


how i wish\
i could press rewind,
and listen to the soft whirring sound
of unravelling tape.
i'd plunge backwards into time
where the colours had all
/f/a/d/e/d
into smudged blacks and whites;
but
(sigh,) how perfect it all was.
(i never wanted it,
never wanted this to happen. so why must you do this,
when i've never meant to hurt you?
i wish i could fix this,
but the only person who can do it
is you.)
if only i could go back,
(?)to when everything was all right;
(when there was no barrier, no competition; when true friendship still was.)
(when you were still you.)