I need a break

This is making me so damn unfocused and distracted. I've buried it deep deep down but everytime it crops up everything crashes back into my face, breaking free like a dam that couldn't hold back its waters.

You don't understand how I feel or how I felt. I still remember the lies, the hurt, how terrible and empty and betrayed I felt. I don't think I can recover from that ever again, but everytime I am reminded, I feel like dying

I. Need. To. Study. stop twisting up my heart and beating me down.

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