Hmm

I realised what I'm actually most disappointed about is GP. Not econs. I know I won't do well, for sure, for GP. At least I tried really hard for econs. But for GP, I didn't do my best. I spent 15 mins trying to decide on a question. And I spent so much time and effort and money on it. Recalling what I wrote, I wince at the immaturity and lack of detail and examples that shaped my pathetic essay, and I regret so badly not having paid much attention to my lacklustre GP grades the past 2 years.

A levels is looming ominously ahead. I wonder how I can plunge myself into the proper way of writing for GP before it's too late. My brain is too whimsical and detached and abstract to fit into the tedious, rigid structure GP demands. I have to tweak that somehow, and there's so little time left.. I can't imagine how I will contain my disappointment when the real results are revealed. I want at least a grade of improvement, or I will really be terribly, utterly disappointed.

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