I have not touched Jap, which is tomorrow. The test, that is.

I feel like sleeping very badly, and there's NAPFA tomorrow, and I should SAVE MY ENERGY but I don't want to fail my Jap... Not that badly, anyway.

Really considering dropping it, since I only learnt it for leisure, and it's consuming so much of every week. After all, the other subjects are the main ones I should honestly study for instead of Jap.

I hope I fall ill tomorrow, magically. -_o BUT NO, then I'd have to retake my NAPFA all alone.

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN

I am so exhausted -

Don't think this nightmare of 1297931273 tests per week is gonna end very soon

And Japanese - well, I always viewed it as some extra thing, and if it's chewing up my time I should drop it. My father's always saying I'm wasting my time anyway since I don't even do well in it.

Yes, I get about C6 for every test because I ALWAYS study on the day itself.

However, I CAN'T DO THAT TOMORROW because Chapters 2 and 3 take up 3/4 of my textbook. Which is a freaking fat lot.

Which means I will fail terribly unless I stay up for at least 2 hours dissecting the chapters and attempting to re-learn everything 'cause I've forgotten about everything.

Not forgetting about 7 pages of vocabulary words we need to spell.

CAP's coming around soon, and I feel so excited for juniors ~ Such nostalgia - really wish I went for CAP again, because it was so fantastically happy and crazy and wonderful.