TAN SENSEI IS gay.

oh and did ya know volleyball is the most demoralizing and discouraging sport i have ever played in my life? its actually the only sport where i cant even do a rally properly or whatever shit. T_T i mean, even in netball i could actually play, and badminton, and gooshness, even SOFTBALL.

yeah SOFTBALL omg i thought i sucked really bad at that but I could actually HIT the freaking ball. for volleyball? oh goodness it just tops off the best demoralization i could ever get in my entire life. i can't even HIT THE STUPID THING BACK. somehow i keep using the wrong part of my arms and each time i cant catch the dumb fat ball i manage to convince myself that i suck and i can never get it and i never do.

rawr volleyball, best demoralizer man. I HAVE NEVER MANAGED TO RETURN A SERVE/SURF/HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT. &%&%%((*%&(*&%! i feel like im some piece of shit or something everytime i play volleyball and someone who can only bring the team down. BLEARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay okay volleyball sucks FULLSTOP.

and TANSENSEI wasn't of MUCH HELP EITHER.

His biased-ness is appalling, damn disgusting can. Today Drii and I wanted to refill our waterbottles cause they were OBVIOUSLY EMPTY.

Drii and I: May we refill our waterbottles?

Tan: Toilet? (he hearing problem ah.)

I: err no, watercooler.

Tan: No, (grins gayly) we have no time for that.

I: O_O (appalled look)

We stormed back to our seats (okay mainly me) and i started muttering curses and complaining crazily. And he let ZINING go toilet YOU KNOW!? TOILET FOR GUYS IS IN THE CANTEEN ALSO, same as WATERCOOLER ( i think, i not sure actually) BUT STILL!? HIS BIASEDNESS IS OVERWHELMING LAH. wth D: okay i dun thinkt he guys toilet is in the canteen but in the first place zining hopped over to his friends class cause they were having break and we have NO BREAK.

nada, nil.

jsdhkahkdhashdad. and AFTER WE ASKED HIM IF WE COULD GO WATERCOOLER, tan wasted the NEXT 5 MINS CHATTING with the NUSHS people. Not that i have any grudge against them, but tell me, he told us NO TIME TO GO REFILL OUR WATERBOTTLES and RIGHT AFTER THAT he BURNS 5 MINUTES CHATTING HAPPILY TO THEM (ohho and there's a guy in the grp of NUSHS people who he really likes too, so yes, it soooo defines his BIASISM)

okay the nushs people are nice :DDDD but hey hey, tan tried to dehydrate us and even spent the next 5 mins in which we could have definitely been rejuvenated from our lack-of-water-ness talking to them D: so biased.

T_T

he loves guys i tell you!

oh and today tan was prancing happily towards zining to see if his beloved boyy needed any help and he stood in front of him. damn funny lah.

cause zining said, "OI YOU'RE BLOCKING MY VIEW!" and made huge hand gestures to shoo tan off. lol i laughed really loudly cause i was still pissed at tan for trying to dehydrate me.

and tan sensei smiled as if he were thinking, "omg zining you're so adorable man."

if i did that he'd probably have screamed in my face, like, "DEBORAH-SAN, that was rude! Get out of the classroom NOW! I SHALL EXPEL YOU YEAHHHHH! AKJKASHAKHDAKHD!" and fling curses at me while he chased me out (gayly) with a broomstick or something.

so today was a not-so-good day i guess. and tmr will be worse cause molly MIGHT be there and she would do something fat. ):

GRAWRRRRR AND CHEM? shall chiong tonight (later at abt 3) in an attempt to jam chemical stuff in my head.

oh and i did badly for E lit cause i didnt know the names. grawrrr. the result of non-memorising.



oh no i don't even know what i'm thinking anymore.
focus focus.



; just the distant drumming of your hand?