Ah so what's the point of banning me when it'll just make me feel worse and I won't have any more confidence to hang on?

Please, get your psychology right, man. If you cheer me on and don't keep making things worse probably my Maths would improve. But no, all you do is strip me of all my priveleges and happily think that I'll work harder.

But if I fail, don't think I feel very happy. And then you do such a thing, do you think it'll encourage me and spur me on? You think banning me from everything will make me get a genius spurt or something?

O_o don't you understand psychology?

Never mind, enough of the unreason that masks this poor, free world. Whatever that means.

Hmm Ah Beng doesn't come for swimming anymore! He either quit or is sick for a really long time. O_o Ah well how sad. He was kinda cute IN THE LITTLE BOYBOY WAY, DON'T THINK SICK!

I found out I'm really terrible and freestyle! But despite being so horrible at it I still beat my bro and sis a whole lot more. But my instructor's sons can like swim super super fast lah. So embarrassing. HAAHHAHA. When I swim with them, that is.

Weird day, feeling weirded out, and I like chicken pies!

But I don't like the unfairness that revolves around my life now. T_T