The hugest, most stressful exams have been overcome~

I am very strangely worried for HCL though... Somehow I have this nagging feeling I have the chance of not passing, thanks to not finishing the last paragraph of my stupid bloody essay because I wrote too much on the stupid wu hui -_- Argh... I really hope O's will not be the first time I fail my HCL... Moreover, the stupid MCQ was so ambiguous, so many answers were possible, and my zong he tian kong probably died even though it was doable, hope I pass it at least...

Damn it I REALLY NEED THAT 2 POINTS, IT'S MORE PRECIOUS THAN A1, A1 is PLUS ONE POINT, make L1R5 HIGHER, and HCL is MINUS 2 POINTS, LOWER THE L1R5 BY A LOTTTTTTTTTTTT

Please please let me pass despite me not finishing the stupid damn zuo wen... Please let the qi shi part be at most 10 marks and still let me get at least 40+/70 so I can pass... Arghhhhhhhhhh...

Feel so worried.

But there's nothing I can do already. Damn, how I wish I had 2 extra minutes to finish up my last paragraph... And I seriously regret ignoring Chinese till now... The chance of failing is still there, but I completely overlooked chinese the past few weeks. Thought that, hah who cares about Chinese? But after taking the most serious exam for HCL ever, I realise its importance -_- and how the chance of failing still exists.

Omg, I feel like if I get C6, I will feel extremely relieved...

Argh.

Shit I can't do badly for HCL... Although I crapped a lot in lots of answers, oh dear, I really hope they'll accept, quite a few were zi you fa hui ones...

Alright. Never mind. I must have faith that I can pass. I always end up cursing myself and telling myself I'll do badly, so that when I receive the marks I won't feel all that demoralised. But this time, it's EATING AT MY HEART. I must not think this way. Argh... But I don't feel like I did my best or I'm confident at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHH

Okay I will pray... Every time I pray, I feel much better...

God has accompanied me throughout the exams, and I am extremely thankful for that... I have really done my best, and He has aided me, so there's nothing I should fret about now...


I think I won't do well for Chinese, but there's a 50/50 chance of scraping those 2 points.

I hope I do...

我的华语真的有那么差吗？
真希望我双语都很好，
不然不会这么担心了。

I am most worried for my Lit, English, Chinese and well, Geog/SS confirm no hope so I'm not worried for that.

But those 3 subjects are all language-based.

And I am supposed to be better in my languages (English at least).

But I feel more fear for all of them than confidence.

OKAY NEVER MIND.

O'S WILL BE OVER VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SOON

BIO MCQ AND CHEM MCQ LEFT

I shall OWN THOSE PAPERS

And then go out every single day 8D