It is... a... beautiful... 18 days to O's.

I discovered that typing notes on the computer is much faster than writing by hand. And it looks much neater. Though I didn't do much today, just one chapter of WR. -_- I am still not stressed enough. I have barely started studying. I don't want to study. Studying kills me. Flu makes you sleepy and gross and i HAVE FRIGGIN DIARRHOEA AGAIN.

I wonder why I have diarrhoea so often. Damn it.

Otherwise I'd have gone to school today. I want to go to school. I can't remember if this is the first time I've not gone to school for 2 days in a row. I think it's the second. There's mock tests etc that I missed I think. Damn -_- And I guess they've returned Combined Humans papers etc. Would've been easier to bring them home today.

The diarrhoea pills are not HELPING. I HOPE WHEN I EAT MY LUNCH LATER I WONT POOP IT ALL OUT AGAIN.

At least today I could um do something productive, like reading... 80% of Whale Rider. It is the best book on earth, baby.

Ytd I was worse off though, slept away half the day, played Sims because I didn't want to study, ate a lot because flu makes you hungry... ...

My nose isn't leaking like a spoilt tap anymore, but there's still all this... clogged... mucus in my nasal passage(s). And my throat is scratchy and dry. And well. Diarrhoea.

There is Reflection Day tomorrow and o Level's briefing. I am so scared for O's yet I'm not doing anything. Look at me. Blogging. Instead of studying. Whoa.

I am going to cram... 8 Subjects... (thank goodness I dropped jap, seriously) in... 18 days...

I feel drowsy and detached from the rest of the world, not having gone to school for 2 days.

Is that normal?

I think I sound normal.

hello.

I am going to type chapter 4 notes for WR now

look at my progress, amazing aint it

I think I will attempt to stay awake

for the longest time possible during the two weeks holiday, trying to study and study
and study

but I keep sleeping. I have no motivation. -_- I am going to die.

How do you not sleep, without staining your teeth with caffeine-filled coffee
or downing bottles of Chicken Essence every morning (are they expensive)

and how do you study nonstop without feeling bored or distracted or fidgety?

I can't do that.

I feel disgusting

I
need
to
study
honestly
properly
completely
for the first time in my life.

time start: 3.39pm 7/10/09
time end: 00:00am 13/11/09

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