Yikes. Suddenly I feel very.

As if I'm supposed to do something, a lot of things, but I'm not doing all of them.

So I always play audition to fill myself up but no it doesn't work.

It's like, last year I was super happy and always had stuff to do cause I had a bunch of friends in One Hope and I didn't feel left out and shitty and whateverish.

Then I come to Two Justice and all we do everyday is cram for tests and everyone's in their old cliques from Sec One since they're all from the same genius classes. And then I'm like super empty-ish AND IM SUPPOSED TO DO SOMETHING

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!?

I'm freakin super empty and I feel weird and horrible like I should just curl up and die.

WHAT ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! What did i do last year. Why am i so freakin empty and weirdish and I really dont know what to do. > <

I feel damn weird.

Super hollow and empty inside.

How come??? > < I dont wanna feel this way I feel all depressed and horrible. grawrrr. :/

I'm meant to do something. Like I have a goal, I'm supposed to do something but now i have nothing to do.

Like super empty. HUH!? I dont know what to do.

I think I'm going mad. :/





"Oh man this is crazy."